Balls of anger no more.

 I read it again. The draft.

And I was so, so angry. And then, I got myself into therapy and I feel nothing. It's as if nothing had happened.

Maybe it's because I set course, and I am not afraid anymore. I will confront, when time is right. I will know when the time is right, so there's nothing to be afraid off.

That sentence: if the mother's role is played out. Then play it out. It was like a 180 degrees shift in perception. 

I am just enjoying the peace and happy. Oh, so happy I do therapy. 

And don't look back in anger, I heard you say.